• Darla

    The purpose of life is to live a life of purpose.

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Thursday, 25 June 2009

  • Prayer request for my mama...(Edited) Friday June 26

    UPDATE: Uncle Cohen passed away around 5pm today. My mom, Aunt Joy, Uncle Bill, Uncle Larry, and Aunt Peggy were there with him when he took his last breath. I'm going to Magnolia to spend a couple of days with my mom. We are just going to do a graveside service in Pleasant Home. That's where my maternal grandparents were from. Thanks for your prayers and thanks for any continued prayers for our family!

    My love to you all!

    My uncle Cohen, my mother's brother for whom she has been caring the past couple of years is in a coma. Hospice says it won't be long, as his body is shutting down. He had alzheimer's and was at the point that he did not even know who my mother is... My mom is having to take care of the arrangements. His wife and son have preceded him in death. Please pray for my mom and the rest of her family. She is at peace, yet I know it is still hard. She spends her time/life caring for others. Please pray that God will give her grace during this time and bless her for all that she does.

    My mom's second oldest brother, James, who lived in California, passed away just a couple of weeks ago. He was the first (besides a newborn baby many years ago) of my mom's siblings to pass away.

    Thank you!

Monday, 08 June 2009

  • Sometimes...

    Sometimes, I feel yucky.
    Sometimes, I feel like I have no friends.
    Sometimes, I feel all alone.
    Sometimes, I feel like I could just get in my van and take off. Drive. No destination. Just go. And maybe not come back.
    Sometimes, I feel like the scum on the bottom of my shoe.
    Sometimes, I feel ugly.
    Sometimes, I just gotta do something for me.
    Sometimes, I just gotta go take a long hot shower.
    Sometimes, I just gotta go for a drive.
    Sometimes, I just gotta go to the river and pray.
    Sometimes, I just gotta get costly highlights put in my hair.
    Sometimes, I just gotta go to the bathroom by myself.
    Sometimes, I just want to feel pretty.
    Sometimes, I just want a man to hold me.
    Sometimes, I look around me and feel like I'm the only single person in the world, even though I know that isn't true.
    Sometimes, I just want someone else to cook for me.
    Sometimes, I just want someone to take care of me.
    Sometimes, I'm not very nice.
    Sometimes, I don't feel like smiling.
    Sometimes, I feel like crying.
    Sometimes, I mess up. Big time.
    And when I do, I say I'm sorry.
    Sometimes, I spend too much money on things I shouldn't.
    Sometimes, I say things I shouldn't say.
    Sometimes, I speak before I think.
    Sometimes, I just need for people to give me some TIME. A Time Out. I will calm down. I will be OK. Just give me a little bit.

    All the time, Jesus is THERE. HERE.
    All the time, He is just waiting for me to come crawl into HIS lap and get into HIS arms.
    All the time, He loves me.
    All the time, He forgives me.
    All the time, He cares for me.
    All the time, He blesses me.

    Thank you, Lord, for never giving up on me!

Tuesday, 26 May 2009

  • The INterview (Searcy)

    I don't know yet.

    I was interviewed by five people, three English teachers, the assistant principal, and the principal. First impressions? NICE building. Friendly atmosphere. I'm thinking that I at least impressed three of the five, if not four of the five. There was one that I wasn't sure about. However, they still have about four more applicants to interview.

    I tried to be myself. I hope I didn't ramble too much. I wasn't nervous until I walked in there and saw five people ready to evaluate me...that's when my heart started racing, my blood pressure started rising, and I'm pretty sure I was red...lol... They asked me all kinds of questions, and I tried to answer them thoroughly, being honest and hopefully letting my personality shine through. They were all writing things down as I spoke. Some of them were easier to read than others.

    All I can do now is give it to God. And wait. That's the hard part. He was non-committal about giving me an exact date on knowing, but he did say that he wanted to have a decision about both positions at the same time. So....

    Anyway...

    I'm exhausted. I think my blood sugar was dropping. I didn't know if I was gonna make it home. I had to pull over in Sheridan, get some candy, and walk around a minute. Now, I'm cranky, and I yelled at Jaden. My dad was on the phone and "got onto me"...thanks, Dad! (Jaden said thank you, too!) I'm always messing up...I'm glad my kids love me anyway

Saturday, 02 May 2009

  • I survived...(Jaden's birthday bash...pics added)

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    LOL I have survived yet another birthday party. My feet HURT!!! There were about fourteen kids here ranging in ages 6- 14... most of them were 11 and 12 year olds. Four hours!!! LOL I must be INSANE. But there is nothing to do here in Camden....so it was a treat for the kids to go somewhere and hang out for a while and do something...and it's not like I do this every week or even every month. I think the kids had fun...atleast I hope they did!

    We had food: taquitos, pigs in a blanket, hamburger Ro-tel cheese dip, chips, French onion dip, popcorn chicken, pizza rolls, sodas, lemonade, chocolate chip cookie cake, and chocolate cake with chocolate icing. I think that's it! LOL

    They arrived at 6pm. I allowed Timothy to have one friend over and Samara to have one friend over. Jennifer was here, and a former student of mine was here helping out as well. When they arrived, they visited and played basketball outside. Food was served about 6:30, and we started playing games around 7:00. We played Darling if you love me, please smile and DARE balloons. Then, we did the cake and presents. After eating cake, the kids went back outside for a little bit. I brought them back in for more games when it started getting dark. Some of it worked out and some of it didn't...and they started making their own games. There were kids here, kids there, kids everywhere! LOL I do think they had fun... because they didn't stop talking and laughing the whole night.

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    I hate to admit it...but I was kind of glad when 10:00 pm rolled around. And I was able to get rid of most of them...ha! I put a movie in for the ones that were left and they are all piled up in the living room now. ME time.

    ON a sadder note...my step-grandfather-in-law passed away recenlty. I don't have all the details, but I know that the family will be needing lots of prayer.

    love you all.

    Darla

Thursday, 23 April 2009

  • Latest news from Camden... :-)

    We've survived the stomach virus this week. Samara was sick Tuesday, but better by Wednesday morning. None of the rest of us have shown any signs of sickness. Praise the Lord!

    Planning a trip to Mississippi to visit with Decorating_Nana and the kids' uncle in Laurel this weekend. Please pray that we have a safe trip. I already know we'll have a good time!

    I'm still praying about moving. I've sent out nine resume's/applications. I've emailed a few of the principals, well, the ones that had email addresses. I've called a Superintendent's office in Vilonia where they actually have an opening in my field... he wasn't there, so I left a message. I'd already sent my resume' but my principal told me it wouldn't be a bad idea to call them and ask for an application. He's backing me 100%. Of course, he's leaving Camden, too. He'll be in Sheridan next year. But my bosses here in Camden have been helpful, filling out reference forms and writing letters of recommendations for me. I want to move. Badly. But if I do move, I want it to be of God... I have mixed emotions on moving, and if I didn't have kids, I wouldn't think twice about it. I'd be gone! LOL But I also know that if it's God's will and plan, He will provide the way. I'm not worried about that at all. He's always been there for me, no matter what...like Frances said, even if I take a wrong turn, He's there to gently guide me back in the right direction.

    The Kids? They're great. We had another family come over for supper on Monday night, and they commented on how well-behaved and compliant my children were. I think the father was impressed. Jennifer was helping me in the kitchen. Samara set the table. Jaden was my gopher guy. He did anything and everything I asked him to do. Timothy was helpful as well. And, of course, they were loving...like always. We had fun playing our version of Win Lose or Draw.

    I'm actually enjoying the NO BASEBALL time this year. I'll admit that at first, I kind of missed the busyness of the season, but NOT for long!! LOL We are much more free to go and do as we please, no committments to late night games or practices. I'm not running all over town trying to get everyone where he/she needs to be. Jaden and I have taken to walking together in the evenings. Sometimes, it's only a mile, sometimes two. Samara and Timothy like to ride their bikes along with us. And Jennifer will sometimes go or sometimes she'll go for a jog on her own. That's the great thing about where we live, too. A great neighborhood! I do feel completely safe here.

    Well, I guess that's it for now. Love yall!!!

    Oh, yeah... I think Daddy and Quetta have been enjoying their camper. Every time I talk to him, they are going to the lake to go camping.

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    I don't know how long ago you posted this, but I am on a slow dialup ISP until my new broadband comes, so this is driving me nuts and can't tie up the phone line very long at t time. Which reminds me...I have to write to all my e-mail contacts and let them know my new e-mail address on att.net.
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